{"id":280,"date":"2021-01-07T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-01-06T23:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/?p=280"},"modified":"2021-01-20T09:49:15","modified_gmt":"2021-01-20T08:49:15","slug":"how-i-self-worship","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/?p=280","title":{"rendered":"How I self-worship"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Failure is a reserve for those alive. It is a privilege for those who can breathe.<\/p>\n<p>Yet I find daily a need to preserve my perceived perfections, so dire no taint is permitted.<\/p>\n<p>What they call the <em>overnight success<\/em> is what I beg for. The one\u00a0 where the night birthed in the perils of try and err is surpassed.<\/p>\n<p>I honour myself and keep wishing to only wake to a dawn that beholds the new life promised.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"840\" height=\"840\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/self-worship-1024x1024.png?resize=840%2C840&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-281\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/self-worship.png?resize=1024%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/self-worship.png?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/self-worship.png?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/self-worship.png?resize=768%2C768&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/self-worship.png?w=1080&amp;ssl=1 1080w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 709px) 85vw, (max-width: 909px) 67vw, (max-width: 1362px) 62vw, 840px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Failure is a reserve for those alive. 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The one\u00a0 where the night birthed in the perils of try &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/?p=280\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;How I self-worship&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-280","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-allgemein"],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v26.4 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>How I self-worship - Confessions of a Ghanaian Girl<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"http:\/\/nanakesewaadankwa.de\/blog\/?p=280\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"How I self-worship - Confessions of a Ghanaian Girl\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Failure is a reserve for those alive. 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